In the immortal lyrics by War, “why can’t we be friends?" We
as humans are naturally social and depend on one another to survive. So, why is
it so hard to keep a friendship alive? Is it that we suddenly recognize their
faults and are too incapable or stubborn to look past this occurrence, or is it
us? Is it that we always find a way, especially as teenagers, to use our
hormonal behavior and desires to drive others apart from us? Is the greed and
jealousy and insecurity fueling our hateful fire? Is it that we were blind to
the faults in front of us, as we wished to believe in true companionship? Or is
it them?
It’s the classic scenario: we meet someone, we fall in love with their charm, and suddenly the “it” factor is masked by the fact that they dominate every conversation, or only talk about three different subjects, or can’t have a talk without butting in their overly biased, personal opinion. What gives? How did this go downhill so fast?
And you can’t help but feel like a horrible person when all of a sudden, this person you raved about and shared so much with is now your enemy. You can’t stand to hear them or look at them and suddenly, every action they do pisses you off to no end. You can’t help it. That’s the point. We can’t change or apologize for how we feel; we can only alter the way we present ourselves and act around this person. But, does this mean the friendship is over?
In a sense, the friendship and relationship you once had is irrevocably changed forever, and nothing can be done to revive this once strong bond between friends. You go along with your life, at first with distance, later with little shameful and shy waves of hello completely countering the enormous bear hugs you used to give one another. Then, in the final stage, you are strangers. You pass eachother in the hall or at a store and act as if the intimate and passionate relationship you once shared never occurred. Vansihed.
How are we supposed to deal with this? It seems as if this empty space stings more than the relationship. We try to justify it, saying it was their fault or ours, or that it was somehow better to end the interaction. But logic and reasoning cant justify the feeling of having nothing to do on a Saturday night. It can’t help with the pain of watching your groups take sides between once close partners.
Could it have been prevented? Could I have done more? Could
they have tried harder to control their behaviors, or should I have tried
harder to look past them? Who is to blame, and how can we stop this horrible
event from tainting future endeavors to a harmonious and happy social life?
Insightful. Really well-written too. Well done Nicole.
ReplyDeleteJeeeeeez dude that was deep. Freaking awesome!
ReplyDeleteThis is true and sad, and I can't say that it hasn't happened to me. Great writing Nicole!
ReplyDeleteI could really hear your voice and I enjoyed reading it. "Why can't we be friends" the song immediately came to mind and I almost started singing. I also like the questioning format that you used to help readers think more.
ReplyDeleteYou wrote with such a mature and elegant writing style. Good work!
ReplyDeleteI think this is so true and it was so well written. This could be an article in a magazine because it touches on real problems that many teens face today.
ReplyDeleteFriendship is magiiiiiic.
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ReplyDeleteThis is so identifiable - I think just about everyone has had an experience like this.
ReplyDeleteI totally started singing in my bedroom when I read the first line. Very true and relatable!
ReplyDeleteMe too.
ReplyDeleteFriendship is one of those things that once you lose, it's very difficult to get it back. I've experienced this over and over, and this post totally connected with me.
Awesome blog! It kept me interested throughout reading on what you had to say about friendship! You're a great writer!
ReplyDeleteOh boy this blog post is wonderful... I find myself asking this question all the time! I am one of those people who gets tired of others reeeaaalllll fast, and I can’t explain it! Glad to know I am not the only one out there who goes through this.
ReplyDeleteThis has me reevaluating myself every time I read it--not sure if I'm a terrible friend or my friends can see through the haze of false assholery that I present most days. Thanks for making such a thought-provoking blog! Oddly enough, it's kind of reassuring to hear in my head.
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